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i wanna become many thing in life but mainly i wanna become a surgeon(undecided it is either an open heart surgeon or an eye surgeon)

Friday, September 17, 2010

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about my life la

my life is such a complicated tale
i always though it would be full of joy
but now i realise that i was just fooling myself
and living in a imaginary world i would love to live in

these days i have been crying
a lot i must say
somethings i never imagine i would ever do
since i always go about what my Heavenly father has said:
dont cry over worldly sorrows

i don't like this life
i always wanted to be an Angel of my Fathe
that is, for now my only counsel
that one day i will dry and live in eternity with my father and all his children

some one i know

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(this person is very confused with his live
because of all the lies he has spread all over the world
but he claims he knows everything he is doing...)

some people just sometimes never wanna be around some other people
but they themselves are so complicated for themselves that they dont understand why or for what specific reason that they are avoiding these people
weird as it may sound
these people do exist
and i know one of them

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as tall as he may be

he still impresses me

as ugly as he may be

his knowledge still oozes out of him

as wild as he can be

he can still be in control in front of me

and as far away from me that he can be

he still has a way with me

i love his handwriting one of the very few people that i adore

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there are so little people that i adore
and for many different reasons, i must say
but this one person captivated me with his artistic writing
his beautiful handwriting that send me into the wonderful world of dreams

it is like the first ray of light
that breaks the morning sky
or the little dew on the flower
that enhances its beauty
or like a art piece
that deserves adoration

i would not mind watching his loevly handwriting all day
but reading it will be a chore

murder

i will not tell who inspired me but it is some cloesly related to me..

just for one moment of satisfaction

you would murder your own daughter

just for one moment of joy

that you have from taking one's life away

just for one moment of peace

in your heart, that now everyone will obey you

you took away one's oppotunity to live and be successful

you took away one's dream and destoried her talents

you took away a life although you knew judgement was not reserved for you

poems....:)

this was not very inspiration driven but more brain driven...

eyes...

the only organ that enables us to see

gives us the enjoyment of nature

and gives us a sense of identity

this beautiful organ

will either enhance our beauty

or give beauty to our empty faces

this organ does more than it was design to do

gives us dirction

a first impressiom

and even our first true love...

very modified...

but i dont think it is that bad...

hehe....

poems

these is one of my poem.... (about someone dear to me who is going through a problem)

everything happens for a reason

some we like , some we despise

but we all need to remember one thing

God is in charge

He allows us to go through problems

so that we will be able to understand the pain

when we counsel others

that are going through that same problem

everything happens for the better

and all that occurs it si God's will

put your faith in your Heavenly Father

and you will have a handsome baby boy

hehe....